Legacy Series Episode 6 - The Road Back
In this wrap-up episode, veterans describe coming home what their lives were like after the war. In addition, Cadet Andy and Captain Johnny C discuss the war’s consequences. Student participants also talk about what working on the Legacy Project has meant to them. Through their interviews with RCAF veterans, they describe gaining a greater understanding of the realities of war in the air, and its consequences on the ground — from the home front to Europe and Asia. As they filmed and assembled the footage into the six full-length episodes of the Legacy Project, the students gained a better understanding of what the men and women had both suffered and accomplished, and were proud to be able to connect with the Greatest Generation.
Transcript
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As a young fella, you’re twenty or twenty-one years old.
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You’ve just left your mother, who told you what to do: wipe your nose or whatever else.
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Then you got told where to go and to wipe your nose by these corporals, sergeants, and so on.
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You’re in the Army: you’re told what to do, all the time, everywhere.
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The war ended.
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Now, you’re not going to be told what to do.
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Now what?
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What happens now?
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I’m very upset—because I thought my number
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was due—because somebody else’s number came up, and I had a lower number.
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So I went to the sergeant, and I said, “They didn’t call my number.”
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He says, “So what?” or whatever he said.
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And I said, “Well, can you tell me?”
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He said, “What’s your number?”
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“R266054.”
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He pulls the paper and says, “It’s not on here!”
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I said “Well, when am I going?”
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“Haven’t any idea.
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We’ll call you.”
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That was it: nobody knew when you were going.
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So when I did hear, I was told that I would more than likely not go home till Spring.
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So I spent the good part of a year on the Continent,
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working at headquarters and waiting to go home.
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Which was, you know . . . the war was over; I had no patience.
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None of us had patience.
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You know, the question was: well, what do we do now?
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The station commander wanted to keep control over us (laughs), in case we didn’t go too
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wild and so on from partying a bit.
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So he organized sport days.
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That kept us busy and occupied and so on—smart move.
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After the war was over in Europe, they had thousands of us in England
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that they didn’t know what to do with; so they had holding units.
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I was there about two weeks or so.
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I was told that I was now the new stage electrician for a RCAF show that was
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travelling in Europe, and everything else.
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I had the best six months of my Air Force career right there.
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We felt important, you know.
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Everybody knew there was a show in town, and they were going to play a performance—tonight.
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It was a variety show.
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We did sort of the opening number.
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We did a tap routine: one where we dressed up like cowboys, cowgirls.
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We did different types of dancing.
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This was our opening number, and we had these jackets on that shone in the dark.
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It was black—see, the first show was blackouts, but we were all-clear.
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So we had this costume on, and this jacket.
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And somebody yelled, “All-clear!”
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And the curtain opens, and we were just in these teddies and black stockings.
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Well, the whistles and the hoots and the hollers were so loud that we couldn’t hear the music.
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So they changed the costumes.
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I wouldn’t trade it for anything.
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It was the best time there was, and we were treated so well, you know.
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You hear of girls joining up into the Armed Forces: their parents wouldn’t let them go,
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because they figured there was a lot of hanky-panky or whatever that was going on—
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nothing like that at all.
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Where are the props?
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No propellers.
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It’s a jet fighter.
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Hmm.
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I knew we were testing them at the end of the war…No propellers.
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What will they think of next?
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No pilots.
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That will be the day.
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Good to be back home, Johnny?
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It's easy, I’ll tell ya that.
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It took awhile.
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Waiting and waiting.
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And then more waiting.
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A lot of blanket drills in between.
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Blanket drills?
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Naps, Andy.
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Naps.
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If they didn’t discharge me when they did, I was going to snatch up my old Lanc and fly
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back to Canada on my own.
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Couldn’t wait to get home, eh?
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No!
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Could you?!
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I couldn’t wait to see my girl and my ma my pa, brothers, sisters… but…
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But what?
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But I think, I’m going to miss…
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Miss your old crew, right?
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Yeah, them for sure, but
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there’s something about the fighting.
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About cheating death.
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The rush of it all.
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I’m going to miss that.
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But now you have your whole life ahead of you?
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That’s what I’m scared of Andy.
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That seems a lot scarier than what I’m leaving behind.
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Wonder why that is?
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We were glad to be home.
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The next morning, we arrived at Central Station in Montreal, and my whole family was there:
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my mother, my father, my sisters.
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I was coming home.
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My God, what a joy!
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It was a moment that we’ll never forget!
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It was nice to get home.
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It was kind of a let-down, though, because the excitement was over.
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The war is over (laughs).
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When we landed in Canada, they had a big band playing and all that, and we all got off.
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The people were all there at Nova Scotia.
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and... ah... There was a train on the tracks right there, and so, one of the guys that looks after each
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cabin—or whatever you want to call it— there’d be about
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twenty guys on that one section.
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We all had a single seat; when we went overseas, there would be three guys in that seat.
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And we had no papers, here we got, “Where are you from?
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Toronto?
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Here’s the Toronto paper.”
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And so they'd say
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And when it came time for us to sleep at night, those things made into a bed
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for us, so we could sleep.
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He would say, “Go down to the end of the room and have a smoke, and you can get a beer
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down there, and I’ll make up your beds.”
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And I said, “Well, we can make our beds.”
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“No, no, that’s my job.”
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He was an elderly man.
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So he made the beds.
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He says, “I want you to leave your shoes out here, so I can shine them for you.”
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I said, “Are you joking?
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Nobody ever shines—” “I want you to do that.
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He says, Look at me, I never went to the war.
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I want to do something for you guys.”
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I could cry when I hear things like that.
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Anyways, we would go to a special cabin, or train, to eat.
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That never happened before.
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They’d say, “What do you want?
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Three, four eggs? Six eggs?
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How many do you want?
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How do you want them cooked?”
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You know, the cook would say, “He wants them this way: just slightly over.
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OK.
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How about the bacon?
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How many bacon do you want?
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Do you like it this way or that way?“
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And toast!
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Ohhh, he knows how to make— And you know, it’d be running down your cheeks.
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You’d say, “My God!”
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You know?
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But that was “The war was over.”
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We were home.
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We were saying, “Geez, we never had milk, we never had butter;
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never had jam or anything like that.”
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So landing home was just— It was home, we knew it.
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Getting home was kind of interesting, because I had phoned Mum from Ottawa.
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I said, “I think I can probably make the Owen Sound, the Alfred train,” that goes
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up from Toronto.
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When it was due to arrive, the whole village was out to greet me.
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And of course, somehow, I couldn’t make that train, and I didn’t phone.
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But I hitchhiked up from Toronto.
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It was the day after when I got up there.
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And our place had a long lane—a country lane, you know.
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He drove me up the lane, and stopped and I got out.
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And Mom was there on the porch, ready for me.
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It was great.
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Settling into home life?
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Getting back to the old routine?
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Everyone’s been great.
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When I first got home there were lots of pats on the back, you know.
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A parade for all of us who fought.
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Free drinks. That sort of thing.
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But, life goes on.
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Some of the vets I met, they have their whole life mapped out for them.
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All types of government assistance to help them out.
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But to tell you the truth Andy,
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I’m kinda in the soup.
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Like I’m flying through a dense fog all the time.
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I’m jumpy when it comes to loud noises.
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On edge all the time.
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I don’t sleep well…
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I wish I were over there.
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So I wouldn't have to think about it all the time…
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I just want to fly missions.
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That’s what I’m good at.
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Flying missions.
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That’s what I do.
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Did. Johnny
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That’s what you did.
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You know, you might have what they call PTSD.
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PT what?!
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Post-traumatic stress disorder.
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Those are some fancy five-dollar words you’re spitting out there Andy.
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In English?
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PTSD is a mental disorder some veterans get from fighting in wars.
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No.
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(laughs)
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No!
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I’m not a nut case!
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That's not what I'm saying.
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It can be controlled.
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Enough!
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We’re done talking about it.
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I’ll be…I’m fine.
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And you don’t tell anyone.
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You hear me!
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I went to law school, I stayed for awhile, but I could see
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after, I couldn’t settle down.
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I guess my mind was someplace else.
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So I left there, and I started to work.
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Finally, I worked for Blue Cross.
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That eventually became OHIP.
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So I spent my working days with OHIP.
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I went right back to university.
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You know, the army supported my wife and me ‘til I graduated.
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I walked into the Bell office in Montreal—a big recruiting office, right inside the door.
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And I went over to the little girl and said, “I was thinking of applying for a position.”
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She said “What are your qualifications?”
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Well, I said just the right words: “I just got my diploma from McGill,
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and before that I was in the Air Force, in radar.”
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She said, Is that anything to do with wireless?”
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I said, “It’s completely wireless!”
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She says “Well. We’re looking for people
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with a university degree who have experience in wireless!
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Would you wait a minute?”
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So she went and got her boss, and he took me up to the big boss of the department they
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wanted me to go into.
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He said, “Could you start tomorrow?”
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“Well maybe. I could start next week!”
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And so I started the following Monday.
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And thirty-six years later: “Thank you, radar; you got me in the door.”
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I taught Morse code to the Scouts, at a time when women were not allowed into the Scout
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troops at all.
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But, because of the necessity of the boys to learn Morse code,
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I was permitted into the troop.
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Got home, went into the university, and graduated as a civil engineer.
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And then right straight into work.
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I had been thinking of going to visit CIDA, and ask if they had something that I could do.
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The very day that I was planning to see them, I got a call
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from this general, saying, “How would you like to go to Burma?”
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I thought about it a long time—one second—and I said, “Yes!”
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I went to de Havilland—in 1953, I think it was.
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And I was there until I went
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to join Ken Molson, who was the curator in the National Aviation Museum.
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It was a wonderful time that I first realized that this is what I wanted to do:
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help to preserve airplanes and, in my own time, paint what I was to paint, which was aviation scenes
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of historic events in particular.
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Guess what?
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I’m flying again.
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That’s great.
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Where? With who?
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I’m flying a busher for a hunting and fishing lodge.
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That’s sounds about right.
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Yeah.
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I’m taking rich muckety mucks up North so they can bag a bear, or a moose, and put its
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stuffed head on their mantelpiece.
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And then brag about it over whiskey and cigars.
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Sounds gross.
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Which part?
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The stuffed animal heads part.
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Who are we to judge.
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I’m just glad I found something.
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So many of them who were over there haven’t.
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Some of them were real war heroes.
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Chest full of medals.
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Now forgotten.
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When the war started, I was just a kid in
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the ninth grade.
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When the war ended, I was a lieutenant in the Air Force.
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A full grown man, even if I was only twenty years old.
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When I looked around me, I thought I was pretty smart—and pretty lucky.
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I had seen London, and Paris, and Algiers and things like that,
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I was pretty full of myself when came back.
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It wasn’t hard to get me to talk about what I’d seen.
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I don’t like talking about the war as such—the killing and so on, that went on.
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That was our job: we did it, and there was no question.
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We couldn’t argue about it; we just did it.
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But the other part—the playing part—was great.
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And I told everybody about that.
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But I think, as time goes on, people will forget.
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I think after the war was over—the First World War was over,
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say in the twenties—people forgot that.
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Like we have a tendency to forget our last war here.
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The other thing is that things are moving much faster now than they were
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twenty years ago, or forty years ago.
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People are much busier doing other things.
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Well, it’s been said, and it’s true: “History is thirty seconds ago!”
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I want people to always remember the historical aspect of what they do,
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and what other people do.
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It’s important to preserve.
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When you think of it, the German people are human, too.
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And it wasn’t the German people who started the war.
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It was their leaders, who felt they could
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have more land or create a greater presence in the world.
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But you meet German people now, and they’re just the same as you and I.them
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I work with them at the senior’s centre.
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They’re great.
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Now that you’re back and working, what do you miss the most about the war?
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I miss my crew.
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The rest is fading.
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But my crew, we had some good times!
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Close shaves too.
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We try to keep in touch, but I live up North and they’re all over the country…
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it’s not the same.
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Probably will never be?
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No, probably won’t.
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Best to put that road behind us now and move on.
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It was something though.
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Something worth repeating?
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That’s not up to me Andy.
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But who better to tell others why we shouldn’t have wars, than veterans.
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You think anyone will listen?
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War doesn’t really solve anything in the final analysis.
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It’s just a lot of people have their lives ruined, and are killed and maimed. and I. . .
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I think there should be more emphasis on peace.
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The whole philosophy should be that war is bad.
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There’s no doubt that our war had to be fought, because Hitler and Mussolini were
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going to take over the world—and they nearly did.
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But there is a point where you should be able to stop that ahead of time.
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I don’t know what it is.
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Well, love each other, I think love each other, I think I would say
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because that solves everything.
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Love saves everything.
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But that’s practically impossible; so I don’t think that’s going to happen.
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I realize that we have differences, but if we can only
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look at the other person’s point of view,
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maybe we would avoid a lot of conflict and heartache.
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It’s very difficult to constantly feel you are the only one who knows what’s right.
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Just realize: listen to them, and then judge whether you are right, or whether the other
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person might have a tiny bit of knowledge, too.
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It would be nice to see the world become peaceful, and everybody started getting along with one
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another, instead of having to fight with one another.
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Fight for peace.
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I think that’s the only thing.
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I think war is a terrible thing.
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And, as I said, we lost thousands—well, we lost millions altogether during the war.
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It’s terrible, and I would do everything to avoid it.
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Somebody who wants to conquer somebody—you can try to negotiate it, and you can threaten.
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But if they don’t stop, you’ve got to stop it.
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And you should be prepared, and never be not prepared.
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Keep up your Army, your Air Force, your Navy.
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That’s as much as I think I can say.
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You’ve got to be able to fight back.
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You’ve got to be able to fight back.
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I thought, “Well, let’s go back and live happily ever after!”
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I really did.
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When I got home:
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that’s done. I’ve been to a war; it’s terrible.
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Whatever, whatever, whatever, but it’s over!
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But, we’ve had a war ever since.
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I hate it.
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You know Andy experience teaches you a lot of things in life.
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My only hope is that future generations will see what we did in the war,
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the sacrifices, the accomplishments,
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and that they learn something from it.
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Or else, it would be all for not.
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And that would be a shame.
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I believe they will Johnny.
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I have a good feeling about it.
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That’s good.
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What I would say to the veterans that went through World War Two?
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I would say, “You guys are awesome to be able to just drop everything.”
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‘Cause most of these people were high-school students.
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They were nineteen, they were seventeen, when they went off.
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To be able to say goodbye to your family, to be able to pack up and go fight this war
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for your country—I think that’s something that is really cool.
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Because nowadays, a lot of people don’t really stand up for themselves, let alone
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a whole country.
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And for them to be able to do that—and either to survive or die in the battle—
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that is amazing that they have this tale to tell.
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These veterans make the Second World War more authentic, closer to people.
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These pilots have seen a bomb bay door open above them, and risked having thirty bombs
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drop on them, if they didn’t do something.
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They’ve been shot at, and have had to parachute down to survive, when the rest of their crew died.
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What happened during the Second World War is intense.
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And I feel more connected to it now.
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Listening to Mr. Gélineau’s interview, I feel like I know him now.
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Like, I’ve never met the guy before, but I feel as if I know him.
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It’s kind of amazing.
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These guys and girls have some great stories behind them that need to be told,
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need to be put on record.
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And it would be a complete shame if they just got lost.
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I don’t know . . . it’s just something I find fascinating
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just hearing their stories, you know.
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You watch a movie, or read a book, but when you actually hear it from someone who’s
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experienced it, it’s totally different.
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They are only veterans’ stories.
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They’re not some guy who read about these things in a book.
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These people have lived through it.
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It’s real; it’s honest.
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When they speak, you can feel the emotion in their voices, and in their eyes.
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This is their actual lives.
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It’s important for younger generations to never forget what older generations
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did for us, because we wouldn’t be where we are.
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And it’s just important to know that war is really not a good thing.
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And a lot of people died, and I hope it doesn’t happen again.
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Once hearing all the stories from the actual people that lived through it, it hits a lot
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harder, and it makes you care a lot more about what happened.
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As I remember in high school, it was kind of basic: learn the dates, learn the locations, study
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for your exam, and that was pretty much it.
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But to sit there and listen to everything they have to say, you know, you get attached
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to these people—to these, you know, these fighters.
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Even though some of them were just nurses, fighter pilots or just navigators,
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each one of them has played an important role in our history.
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To be able to make an emotional connection with the person, to tell future generations,
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I think that is a really cool thing.
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You know, I’m really thankful that they were there.
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You have two generations facing each other.
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On one side, a generation that lived through bombings and had to go to war.
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On the other side, a generation that’s holding an iPhone and has everything at its fingertips.
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I think we have a lot to learn from these men and women.
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We need to take the time to give them a voice.
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We need to remember them.
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We need to pay attention to what they’re telling us.
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A lot of veterans want to pass on what they know.
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We’re losing more and more of them as time goes on.
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It’s like our last chance to hear them tell their stories.
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Young people need to understand the past
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in order to better understand what’s going on today.
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Just knowing about what these soldiers did— what the war was about, why it happened—
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would help educate the younger generation against having it happen again.
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History is something that should be remembered and never forgotten.
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They were young, as we are young.
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They served, giving freely of themselves.
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To them we pledge, amid the winds of time, to carry their torch and never forget.
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We will remember them.
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We will remember them.
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